Why Does She Bite So Hard?

ten years ago, i:

1. Hid a lot. Living in a small christian town I didn't have any one that was just like me. My brother was my best friend and we lived for each other although we'd tell people we hated each other.

2. Would sneak into my brothers room and play with his toys, and enjoyed destroying mine.

3. I was a tom boy. Played boys games, wore boys clothes, and even had shorter hair. I loved being outside and playing in the mud.

five years ago, i:

1. Had my first big step in finding myself. I stopped trying to fit in and learned to appreciate the fact that I was different.

2. Realised my devotion to music, got my hands on my first guitar and dreamed of being in a band.

3. Became really interested in comic books, and picked up drawing.

one year ago, i:

1. Started a rather destructive path in my life. Made some bad friends and some good ones. I skipped school a lot and sometimes got picked up by cops.

2. Got into drugs and alcohol, and attempted suicide more then once.

3. Got into meaningless sexual acts, and got stamped as a slut.

so far this year, i:

1. Had my fair share of near death experiences, causing me to realise how much I appreciate my life and the people that do care about me.

2. After having my share of abusive relationships, realised that the love of my life is someone I've been talking to for a while now. Donny and I are making plans on moving in together.

3. Created a life outside of the hell whole called oakbank, and now its like a place I visit, insted of a place I call home.

yesterday, i:

1. Visted friends. Spending time with Lucas and Angie is the best.

2. Attempted to beat up Lucas, then I realised he's actually pretty strong and he ended up hurting me more.

3. Discussed our future with Donny, and how awesome its going to be.

today, i:

1. Woke up with ten minutes to get to school, but still managed to get there on time.

2. Fell asleep in most of my classes, and was woken up in Lit class by Lauren yelling "DO YOU HAVE A UTERUS? NO, I DIDN'T THINK SO."

3. Will go hang out with Jen.

tomorrow, i will:

1. Go back to school, a fieldtrip to the MTC got cancelled, so hopefully something exciting happens to make up for it.

2. Pick up my year book, and hope there aren't any disgusting candid shots of me in it.

3. Go to the show and have a good time.

in one year, i will:

1. Be graduated, and living with Donny.

2. Hopefully have some sort of plan on what to do with my life so I won't be working a minimum wage job forever.

3. Have a band started that actually does something.

in five years, i will:

1. Be taking some kind of schooling, what ever that may be. Or perhaps be finished with it.

2. Have a band that will kick you and your moms ass.

3. Have a job that I might actually enjoy.

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